Open Door Healing

I don’t know about you, but my April, especially the last 2 weeks have been about delay. It feels like everything, and I mean everything I have attempted has been like pulling teeth, and we are not talking about a the dental specialist who’s job that is and has laughing gas (I had one pulled out like that about 5 years ago, best one ever!). Laughing gas would have been nice this month. I am used to going slow these days, as the past 5 years I have had chronic pain in my knees as a side effect of Covid. I am finally getting better, after much inner work, and tons of acupuncture and other healing modalities, but I am finding as I am able to walk faster and without as much pain, The Universe is finding other ways to slow me down. It’s frustrating. Laptop not working, or super slow, obstacle after obstacle being put in my way, asking me to respond rather than react. I am getting better at that, responding instead of reacting, except yesterday, total fail. I was triggered big time yesterday. I definately reacted instead of responded. I am still carrying that around. The situation needed to happen, I needed to clear and release this stuck energy I have been carrying around for so long. I’ve been doing this work for a long time, some people call it Shadow Work. It’s not my favorite thing. I am learning to embrace it, and the gifts it brings, because as I release what I no longer need to carry, those spaces are now ready for Light, Love, Peace, Joy, Grace, Flow. Blessings

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